Dearest Suffiyan,
Happy 11th Monthsarry, baaaby! (:
my tears cant stop flowing, since the moment you ran away just now,
my heartbeat is pumping so hard, till this very moment.
for the very first time, i really feel that you will never come back,
since i watched you ran away without even turning back,
leaving me alone after kissing me on my forehead,
i felt that i would never receive it anymore, i trembled, tears flowing.

Muhammad Suffiyan Saffii,
i know its hard for you to accept me this time round,
i know you must have gave up on me this time,
after so much giving in, i took hell lots of advantages of you.
but no, i was wrong.
you will always be you, the most nice person, ive ever met.
you easily forgive me without the need of thinking twice,
you still believe in giving me chances, you still have faith in me,
you still stay true & sincere towards me, without thinking of any revenge.
you still keep telling me that i cant be replaced, you still put hopes on me,
you still believe that we're meant to be together.
mostly, you still love me, without even a slice of change in it.
nothing changes you, eventhough ive changed!
eventhough this thing has been repeating for like two or three times,
you dont even bother about the girl who tried to get your attention,
you dont even think of leaving me or give any revenge,
you dont even think of finding a replacement,
you dont even think of giving up or losing hope,
that is more than enough to show me you're so true and sincere to me,

Muhammad Suffiyan Saffii,
the month of may, has been a havoc month for our relationship,
we've been going through all sorts of new unexpected things,
third party? sympathy? that's all that matter.
i know i was wrong, my silly decision hurts everyone, now.
yet, when i was down, you're the one who lifted me up and cheered me,
even though you also in deep hurt, even worse than mine.
in my heart right now, there's always be you, only you!

Muhammad Suufiyan Saffii,

We were given;
Two hands to hold.
To legs to walk.
Two eyes to see.
Two ears to listen.
But why only one heart?
Because the other was given to YOU,
yes baby, it'll only be you!

Read this baby,

If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back to you, its yours forever.
If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.

recalled those hard times we had,
each time we decided to go separate ways,
we would always turn back and find each other.
cause we strongly believe we're meant to be.

Muhammad Suffiyan Saffii,

Love is never wanting to lose faith,
never wanting to give up,
and never truly moving on.
Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part,
whatever is in your heart is what they feel the same.

Muhammad Suffiyan Saffii,
Dont worry, im smart.
i know how to takecare of myself.
A wise girl kisses but doesn't love,
listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.
and that's me ;p

Muhammad Suffiyan Saffii,
since Seven Of July 2008,
we've been together, our hearts linked.
we both feel exactly the same way for each other.
nothing can ever change a thing, even how hard the force is,
we will always stay strong together, no matter what.
since both of us have the faith of being together,
Lets Live the life We've dreamed for (: