school has been so great! first day of school, i was soo excited to go to school.
i miss schoolmates and environment, i smiled so wide and been so hyper that day.
well, maths is being more complex and im on the verge to give up, but no, i wont.
ill try harder, instead. ill always remember what she said, 'E-maths is easy maths' ;D

okay, next, today was my goeg, when class ended, we have to stay to receive our result,
im in the 4th position out of 34, but no, i wasn't satisfied and i shouldn't, cause that is just
a number, and if i were to compare my grades to those in government school, it will be
far in lala land that im better than them. tell me, how to improve? please, im left with
three solid months ONLY! i need back ups for my maths & science (!!!) =.=

and i nearly cried when i was in principle's room. since he offers to monitor the
4 of us; ain, deedyy, me, nadia; since the first day of school. so every time we received
our result, he will have a look, and advise this and that. when i saw each of our targets
pasted on his wall, especially when i saw my targets for each subject, i only managed
to achieve 2 out of 5. please tell me, i can make it, please. i need strength!