pardon for my lack of updates this lately, ive been busy with my days were all compact with schedules, so i have no leftover time to blog. however, today seems to be my 'break-time'. i have leisure time to spend and spare some thoughts for myself after a long operating days. even mum consented to my thought of not attending my science practical as she witness how lethargic i am these few days. ive been awake until late nights to entirely complete my geography note and also the teacher's day cards and preparation. i swear, i wont get myself involved anymore with all these organization or something. instead of wanting to help, ive been blamed all over. okay, i wont brag things here, let it remain in school. but, im still deeply disappointed and it was so disheartening.
on a lighter note, i managed to get those cards ready on time, and put up some program involving both teachers & students. and also i will come out with awards like, 'the most kancong yet enthusiastic teacher, the most boring yet wisest teacher, and such. we're lack of people to represent our class, to worst, i just get informed that i have to be the M.C. of the day. which means, i cant be working together with classmates to excel our program. things get into mess after one another. but i just hope the best for the outcome, may our hard works will end with satisfaction.

i had my English oral last week, and i find it easy; i mean easier than Malay. since it was all about disabled people, which im experiencing it everyday facing my disabled auntie who lives with my grandma nearby my house. speaking of which, i had B3 and a distinction for my Malay. i thought of retaking, but mum disallowed me, as she said i could do something else in order to improve my grades, which is, score better for other subjects. somehow its true but im still in doubt. for the simplest subject; malay, i cant managed to get any better than that, what else for other subjects? but, i believe with great determination and ample of revision, it will be paid off, Insya Allah. Also, my result for CA2 is improving. as the day is getting nearer to O'levels, im shivered. im so scared, and i keep on thinking of nightmares that i didnt make or smtg. oh please, give me some mercy! ;(

oh ya! today is the 8 day of fasting; which is 8th of Ramadhan. Happy Ramadhan! it may sounds so late, but this is the only opportunity to wish you all. so far, ive only missed the first 3 days and hoping to fulfill the rest. having to pass by Geylang everyday for School makes me less interested to go Geylang. I mean, its a habitual for all of us to go Geylang every fasting month, due to the Bazaar held which sell many varieties of delicious and tempting food, all kinds of designed clothes and stuffs. but yesterday, baby has been a good persuader who managed to bring me round the bazaar from end to end. ive been eyeing for this particular bag since ages, and i found it there with an affordable price, but sadly, i have no kechings$. after which, break fast at the place where babes celebrated my birthday last year, (i seriously miss each of you) and did our prayers at Arqam; which baby pronounce as Aqram. HAHA!

uhuh, im also having an exact thought like deedyy does, is there any readers who reads my blog regularly? if i were to say, there's none, how does the counter's number keep on increasing rapidly, although i only put it since i changed my skin. nevermind, let it be a mysterious, the thing is now i managed to lenghten my post as long as possible, to kill time. clock please be fast, i want to break fast with the delicious chewy juniors which ive been yearning for since i left KL; where the first time i taste it, ohmy! okay, shall stop this and get all prepared. SELAMAT BERBUKA, SEMUA! (;