hello people! instead of sleeping at this hour, ive been awake by messages and i just cant get myself back to sleep. there are few reasons why; and here it goes.

firstly, i was over-enjoyed and extremely blessed not to forget, im bloated to the extent whereby my tummy can explode anytime. iftar with yan's family at Concorde hotel to celebrate their 18th anniversary; or easily said ours and theirs. {both of us just get informed that his parents anni is on the 8th; a day after ours, which means, we celebrate our monthsarry together. ;D the initial plan was to study at Tamp Library, since i over-slept right after i ate my medicine because i had stomach pain in the morning, thought of having a short nap but over-extended. the point is, i missed my geog class so i have to do my own revision, but when i was about to leave house received a msg from love begging me to dress up well, that makes me wonder why. so called him, and i was told that mummy asked me to tag along and study was canceled. so yeah, i spent nearly an hour fitting myself what to wear. i hate this part when meeting his family that will make my heart pumps faster than usual and my palms will easily get sweat and i will try my best 'to delay time' kind of thing. even love noticed that when we are about to reach his house. after convincing me, i feel relieved and make our way there. awww, i miss mummy so much! last time we met was during love's birthday which on may? haha! so slacked at his house and at the same managed to finish up my leftover maths task while waiting for ayah. once ayah reached off we go. the food was delicious and we are being seated right beside a baby pool. heees. since the buffet ends at 10, i love ayah's trick; he ate and pray magrib and continue eating and pray isyak, and continue eating for the last lap. so, each of us did exactly in order to maximize the space of our tummies. after which, we went to marina barrage, had a long walk and cam-whored. while otw home, me and love cant take it anymore but to give a rest to ourselves in the car. so, to ayah and ibu, Happy anniversary! may you last till death. i love you both! thanks for treating me just like your own. *hugs*

secondly, i was awake upon receiving the message from two of my sweetest mates, Jamilah and Aisyah Zin. i was so touched that i teared down right after i finish reading both. you guys are being so sweet that add up my happiness for today. afterwards,i cant get myself to sleep. the moments of us being together keep playing on my sight which some make me smiled while some make me cry even louder.

Jamilah Bte Jamil, thank you so much for the message! firstly, i was touched by the words, but for most i was touched because ive been chosen to be sent to; yes me (?!) although, at first we're not as close as now, because you choose to hang around with your first batch friends, like nadia's ain and so on. and you are so quiet at that point of time, but at the same time, i was the listening ear for haddy's and hanafi's (idk what it call) who keep on saying 'aku nak jamilah, dier lawa ah, tolong aku, kte tgok ah sape yang dapat, and that kind of thing. i still remember the day, we went to karaoke, and they both sang the camelia song, but changed to jamilah, arent they just sweet? ;B round of applause to haddy, who succeed to capture your heart. and also, when you guys are still under going the process, he assure that i know every single detail and seek my help. everything until up to how to propose you, oh okay no, to make you his. may you both last forever! put aside about him, now us. as days pass by, we are slowly becoming closer, and i noticed we somehow have quite a number of common interests. well, you and i, will forever be partner on being a hardcore fan of 'cotton on', right? ;D

Aisyah Zin, another unexpected message to receive it from you. thank you so much! let me tell you now, i envy you from the very first day of orientation until now. ive been eyeing on you, everytime i saw you, i will look you from head to toe and only wish to be you. i just love the way you are. its deniable that you are awesome! its also unexpectable that we are considered as close, because we rarely have conversation together like the others did. i seriously dont know, why i cant be outspoken and out going to interact with you, as i feel a shy and paiseh kind of feeling that stop me. yes, to you and jamilah. is like, hey, i dont have standard to talk to you, or something. it sounds nuisance, but it is really happening, ya know! -_- that's the reason why i acted way differently through faces rather than fluently through computer screen. haha! random.
whatever isit, kawen jangan lupe jemput okay! ;D

to the other mates, a simple note to tell you, i love you guys! yes, we are coming to an end soon enough, just to let you know i enjoy having friends like you guys. although we have our own clans, we still consider others as friend. i just love our togetherness. put aside all the bad sides; which include the gossiping, criticizing; hurting any of you by any means, im sorry if i accidentally did it, well, none of us ever escape from doing it, whether its intentional or not. i sincerely forgive you guys also, and wont keep any grudge or something. if maybe some still unsatisfied about the teacher's day organization, im sorry, i did for the school sake, that's it.i hope our friendship will still keep on going even when we are separated. good luck for your O's, mates!

Nur Diyana, i feel lost when on monday i didnt receive your waking call, i didnt get to see you around in school, i didnt get to bitch with you about anything that came across, i didnt get to complain things to you, i didnt get to share stories because the fact that you wont be coming to school anymore! yes, ive been depending on you since my first day in JBS. you were there during all of the moments ive gone through, you stand for me, you convinced me, you cheered me, you mad when i was, you cried when i did. youve been a great companion throughout my journey in JBS. i hope, you wont forget me, and still keep in touch although we wont be meeting everyday, anymore. you know that i dont want to lose any of my friends, anymore. losing my bestest friend ever, is enough to torture me, although you cant totally replace her, but your efforts did. you are indeed, my best friend also a sister to me. you deserve to be called as best friend.
i love you, without any doubt. i miss you! good luck for your N's! ;B

of course, i wont give it a miss to mention about love, you are just amazing! having you in my life makes it great. im contented with my current life with everyday waking up in the morning knowing that somebody call 911, eh eh no, somebody is loving me unconditionally. even when i turned into a monster, you still patiently cool me down, just like yesterday. when i dont know what was into me, i suddenly shut down myself because he didnt buy me the jeans i wanted (haha! i know, im shameful to expect him to buy it for me) because he has an exact amount to buy for himself. yet, to be fair, he didnt buy any and so do i. but he bought me a perfume and accessory (which i directly said that its not nice and i dont want, but actually i was so touched that he spent for me instead of himself. and today, he bought a perlini silver's necklace, when i only hint him a little bit. boooo! ;B i just love you without any doubt. thanks for existing in my life.

next,
i want to get myself back on my lovely bed(!!) its calling me already! oh ya, did i mention that i dragged myself all the way to my brother's room, (who is now not yet home, yes both! -_-) because my lappy its locked in my parents room, JUST TO POST THIS. hehe. & pictures arent with me, ill post once i have it, alright? & HAH! serve you right to read this long post of mine, read one day one paragraph as to await for my upcoming post which i dont know when will it be. ;D takecare people!