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helloh people!;D call me RIAH for short. imma Female , of course. i'll turn a year wiser on every 16th of september . im 18; this year. im still unsatisfied, why do maths have to exist in this world. im praying so hard, May Allah Grant my wish to be someone successful, one day. AMIN!




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    Sunday, November 8, 2009 7:21 PM


    As the days pass by, you got deeper and deeper entangled in my life. you are my sunlight which shines so bright and without you ill be in a total darkness, without knowing where im heading to, by just walking straight, following my next step, thats how dull and boring my day would be. but with you, it will be completely different. i can even run to a place which i dont know, as long as you are with me. even when we're lost for places to go, went blank of ideas what to do, there are sure things to talk about and laugh at. you are just the right amount for my ecstacy. Thats how much I need you. Not solely because you make everything a laughing matter for me, especially with your 'chikong panas' all the way, even when you are at LongJohnSilver, or because you never failed to say that im pretty everytime we meet up although on that day i feel so miserable, or because you never failed to say that im sweet whenever i did a surprise or because you never failed to say im prettier than other girls when the fact that they are actually way prettier than me, but its just because you have always been there; on my lowest low, and my highest high, you always here with me. without you, i would just feel hollow.You are the one who links everything around me together. making it complete.

    You never failed to sparkle my day and make my smile shines brighter. hey, who cares if you are younger than me, but for me You have just the right amount of maturity, fun, childish, flirts, sensitivity, love all wrapped in one. You know when i needed you to be serious or playful. you just get me. sometimes you even know me better than i do, especially when im jealous but when i denied, and you will start saying, ''jeles eh b, alala. hahaa!'' you can even laugh, idiot! or worst, when im being so ego and i said i want a break up and said that im so going to find a better guy, he will finely said, ''eh, nk break? okay. last long eh!'' cause you know me well, i didnt mean any of my words when im mad, and just blurted anything that came into my mind but you know that at the end of the day i will sure turn back to you.

    I dont know what do this strong feeling called but i guess im having a love orgasm right now. like a gush of love for my darling. i just couldnt imagine how my life would be without him. tsssk. sometimes I wonder. What makes me deserve him. I wasn't the perfect girlfriend before. I cheated, I lied, I purposely hurt. im long waiting for karma to hit me back, but im praying so hard, not this time. I'd do anything for my baby. but It wasnt all fine and dandy though, we do had some fights. but im still trying to be the best. everytime i hurt suffiyan, the look of hurt of disappointment in his face and voice really broke my heart. espec ially when he tear in front of me, that will be my weakest point. All I could think was.. how could i??? im sorry for putting my ego on top. its just me. but deep down my heart, immense regret filled my heart. it was just horrible. but still, you are the one who will come to me and hug me, and keep saying that you love me, and eveything's going to be alright.

    Suffiyan is a really patient guy. the only one i've ever met. Even if I did something that would hurt him or piss him off, he wont yell his head off, or even curse me like i always did. even when im at fault but i denied, and in return point it to him, He would still talk in a matter of fact voice and he would still sayang2 me that would make me just stop feeling the anger or sadness. He calms me down everytime im out of control. Even when I whine and whine nonstop, h e would listen and comfort me and always forgive me before i apologize. he is the one who always make things right, eventhough I AM TO BE BLAMED. hehe.

    im just feeling so lucky to have met him, to even own him. i never thought of meeting such awesome sweetest guy, like him. i dont mind about the bad terms, every couples have that too, the thing is now, i love you so much, muhammad suffiyan. im sorry for all my mistakes. i just didnt mean any of those. you are the most greatest coolest thing that ever happen to me, so far.
    i love you. i dont want to lose you. may we last, forever, amin!