i am only left with one paper, which is next week, with only exactly an hour to complete. yes, that means that, i will officially end my olevel pretty soon! but guess what, ive already start enjoying and pretend that im over it. hehe. so, overall i find olevel are manageable except MATHS! okay fine, actually it was easy if only i mentor that subject, but well, i am not good at all since i was a kid, and now i seriously have no confident on it. just hoping the moderation will help me to get at least a c6 or better, please. while the rest, i find it quite easy, somehow. and if only i study a little more, i could do it better. but now, im so relieved that, there is no need for me to stay up late for night studying, no more sleeping in living room instead on my bed, no more feeling so stress up and having nightmares, but no, result is a big nightmare for me -_____- so, for now im just praying and hoping the best. i did my best, i really did.


last day hanging out, before o level officially started! but we did study maths and formats, on that day for like 4 to 5 hours? afterwards then our boyfriends came to pick us up. btw, is fun to have cousin around me again, miss her alot okay!



and yes, we went to jurong swimming pool on thursday. enjoy sakaan ah abeh! meeting point at tampines and we spent about 45 mins in the mrt to our destination. i guess more, because we dropped by jurong point for lunch, to await the heavy rain to stop. so reached chinese garden station around 1plus. we walked to our destination with excitement; see!

we had a great time there! with the slides, (applause to love and cousin for overcoming their fears of height, they did go for the rides although intially both refused to) ;D the funny parts when we keep toppling over when we tried to get into one float. and so on. afterwards had another eating session at KFC, (again, although initially or should i say actually, love and cousin dont like KFC, but they finally went in). each of us were too exhausted to continue our next destination which we thought of going to arcade. haha! so we decided to call it a day.

and yesterday, thought of spending our day, chilling around. but borders had an adertisment of hiring, so we decided to give it a try. but we had the wrong information, haha! we still continue searching for job, we even tried esprit, topshop, armani jeans, isetan. so meanwhile, just wait. or maybe we will continue our searching on monday.



as usual, on the very first second of every 7th of the month, i will never fail to receive messages, and even how exhausted/sleepy i am, i will force my eyes to open widely and read it,

"i love you today, tomorrow, and forever after baby! ive said it, forever, and i really do mean it. the love we shared since 7th july 2008 is a never ending story honey. im so happy to have someone, a beutyangel like you, sweetheart! happy 16th monthsarry sayaaang! <3 ''

'' My only Fathini Khairiah, you taught me the meaning of love when you came into my life. now, its already our 16th monthsarry. im so happy baby, we are together, a true love so strong & deep. we've made it through the rain & storm, its so impossible to break us apart. darling, i love you forver, my love is true. there's no other woman in this world can ever take your place to fulfill my dreams together with you. through thicks & thins, you never let me down honey. i still remember the day, the very first day i heard your sweetest voice. the wonderful feeling i felt in my heart, is still going on strong till now, so beutiful, so pure, true & passionate. ive loved you from the minute i said so. loving you is just like breathing, i dont have a choice. you've always melt my heart.i'll always love you now & forever. that's a promise i'll always keep baby!. HAPPY 16TH MONTHSARRY! <3 "

i have nothing much to say, except, i do love you too, muhammad suffiyan! <3