im so not prepared for school. i feel like postponing my 1st day of school to some other weeks, instead of TOMORROW! -__- im like mixed with all sorts of feelings, nervous, excited, happy, scary, and any other related. i hate new environment cos i have to slowly adapt to everything new. i have to learn this and that. whatever, i have to put aside all those negatives!

nevertheless, i received messages that really help me in getting myself prepared for tomorrow and make me feel better, yes much much better. i love you guys.

"syg have fun in school tmr. :) love you. hahahh." -by Fudge baby.

"Hi Riah. Just wanted to wish you all the best for first day of school tmr. start a day with postive mindset and things will be okay.gd luck and study rajin rajin okay girl. Later got term break, we'll all go vsit momo again. hehe. be happy and stay cheerful always (: -by Amber/yana.
(momo is a fish from botanical garden's pond. we randomly name her momo. she's cute, btw!)

"syggg, i was so looing forward to do closing w you on sat, but you cudnt make it. nvm thattt. before its too late, just wanna wish you all the best for the first day of school tmr! omg. excited tak?! study hard okay. make all of us proud! new environment, new friends! ;D and you're a big girl now, dont mix w bad company.. else the whole 313 family will march down to yr schl. haha. ;P im sure you;ll do fine. take care of yourself too. ill see you soon sisterrrrrr. love youuuu! andd, da rinduuuu. how? xoxo. - by sisterr efaa, future sister in laww.

last, but for mossssssssstttttttt (!!!!)
"Time goes by, year after year, im happy to be loved by you because every moment spent with you, the world seems perfect. i love you so much, i just had to let you know that, my babyface. i;ll never stop loving you, Fathini Khairiah bte Azis. Tomorrow will be your very first day of studying your future career, from now onwards you gotta do well in your assessment. Make sure you focus on your studies and achieve your goals. i always know that you can be the best among all. Im always here for you sweetheart, i will always be. "bismillah hirahmanirahim, Ya Allah Ya tuhanku, capai kan cite-cite fathini khairiah ku yang tercinte ini untuk menjadi nurse. amin, amin!" and, please baby, please. dont get influence/attracted by any guys down there. im so worried till i cant close my eyes thinking about it.im just too afraid of losing you. i know, there's surely might be some disturbance, but your name is engraved in my soul and i wont give up on you. Ive been hiding this words inside my heart till today i need to let you know. my love for you is way much bigger than the skies. I love you till eternity sayang ;) i hope you have a fullest rest tonight. sleep tightly darlingggg. sugaarr dreaams! see you in rhiyaan's land my princess queen! muaaaaccckkkkssssss! *hugs* -by my only baby, Muhammad Suffiyan.

and of course, my dearest family members, who endlessly giving me supports, advices, courage, love, care, concern, hugs and kisses. ill do my best, i will. insya Allah. i dont want to disappoint anyone again, especially myself.