did i ever mention that i blame you over what has happened? or did i even say it so? as far as i could remember. no, i didnt. its all about your own assumption. but yes, i admit. i still cant get over it, not even the slightest thought. i didnt blame you, neither him. but myself, who just couldnt get over things. you wont understand, he wont understand, they wont understand, none will. one day maybe, one day when karma hits you back straight on your face then you'll know how horrible it feels.

& pls, excuse me, its not about stalking, but its about information. it wasnt me, but people who came to me saying things, and can you ever imagine how it feels when youre trying so hard to forget everything, but things just keep haunting you. how it feels to forgive someone but you just couldnt forget things that hurts you badly, bringing you upon hating him instead. how hurtful it is until you thought of sleeping and wake up knowing nothing happened before. you wont understand, until you feel it, then you'll know it.

no, he's not selfish. he's not heartless. dont drag him in, he's only doing his part. he's been a part of you, once, or maybe twice. you should know him then. he would do anything just to make things better. whats the big deal deleting? its easier right, so you wont remember, i wont remember, people will just shut their mouth. why make a simple request leads to a big fuss? and yes, i am taking care of him, thats why im protecting him from your accusation.

me & my attitude? how about, you & yours, princesses? ^^
and babe, enough of calling me s*ut, without even a simple sorry, now your friend helps you to add up another word. when this nenek tuemu here, never call you, nor your friends, by any names. matured enough? oteh! ^^

i hope this is clear enough for you & your friends. so now, its better for you and your friends to focus on N levels, good luck! chill, dont live in assumption and in denial, it will make things worst. im sorry if theres anything that hurts you. and on behalf of suffiyan as well. as a girl, i thought you could at least understand how it feels. but its okay, as i mention, maybe one day when it happens to you, then you'll get to feel how disastrous the feeling is. takecare~